OAS - the things you don't learn in nursing school

Ok, maybe we did learn it in school, but I wasn't paying attention.

The point is, there were A LOT of things that weren't taught in nursing school. Instead, they use the 4 years to teach us "nursing theory." I cannot for the life of me define what nursing theory is to you. I felt it was a waste of each semester learning useless theories that I never applied to everyday life, but most importantly, the everyday nursing life.

Yes, to all the nursing students out there learning about nursing theory - it is useless. Don't waste too much of your time studying the useless theories. Focus on the pharmacology and pathophysiology aspects of nursing. I wish they emphasized more on the pharmacology though. 

Anyways, going back to my original intention of this post. What is OAS? I mean, the first thing that popped into my head was Old Age Security. That's also very important too as we age. But medically, what is OAS?

OAS is Oral Allergy Syndrome. PFAS is Pollen Fruit Allergy Syndrome (which is also known as OAS).

I swear this is the first time I'm hearing about this and I've been in nursing for how long? Then again, I don't work in ER to find out new things that pop up everyday.

Why OAS? Why PFAS? For those with pollen allergy (such as birch trees, grass, ragweed), you will probably have heard this term thrown around, especially if you react to certain foods or fruits. Now I have pollen allergies and have had it since my teen years. Prior to that, I was fine. I don't ever recall sneezing my head off everyday either indoors or outdoors. Things sort of took a downward turn towards the end of high school when 1) I dyed my hair red 2) the colour ended up on my skin too many times that I kept having to wash it off 3) there is an active ingredient in all hair dyes that people are actually allergic to 4) I believe that's how everything started 5) that's how I got my dermatographism.

Dermatographism is the term used when someone experiences a high release of histamines in the body, resulting in large hives on the skin, but it's mainly from contact - I can draw something on my skin, and after a minute, you can see the drawing appear on my skin as a large hive. Pretty cool, but also annoying when you are changing clothes for a party/wedding, and all those hives just pop up everywhere on your back, shoulders, arms, legs. It eventually goes away. Last time it took about 45 minutes for my hives to settle down. Visually it's not appealing. 

I remember getting allergy test on the arm and that was torture. That's also how I found out my allergies to pollen, grass, ragweed and dust. Thankfully not dogs or cats. But environmentally, it sucked. They prick you with all these proteins, and you have to lay still for at least 15 minutes. It felt like my arm was on fire. To think I have to go through that again...

Which leads me to OAS. 

For many years, my family would sometimes buy baskets of green kiwi or get them as gifts. I hate green kiwis, but I would still eat them. Kiwis are loaded with vitamins - good for your heart, immunity, digestive tract and full of antioxidants. It is a very good fruit. But one thing I hate about it was the fact my mouth would get all tingly and burns from just that one bite of fruit. 

I thought oh, maybe it's not ripe enough. We get that with mangoes and pineapples. You leave them a little bit longer, little more ripe, and boom the sweetness just takes over. Which is why I thought the tingly and burning sensations were normal. I didn't question it, I just kept eating it. 

Kiwi is not something I would eat all the time. I could count on one hand the amount of times I eat kiwi in one year. So yeah, it's not very often. Which is why when we got another basket of green kiwis, I thought no big deal. 

I went to work one day with an avocado, and a green kiwi as a breakfast snack, and packed my usual lunch meal. That morning I hadn't eaten anything, except for some water. By the time I had finished my morning duties, my stomach was growling. Ok, time for a snack.

I have no problems with avocados. They're also loaded with minerals and vitamins, which lowers heart disease, good for skin and eye health and are filled with monounsaturated fats. Sprinkle on a bit of salt and pepper, and boom, you got yourself some flavour. They also fill you up FAST so it helps if you're trying to do some intermittent fasting or if you don't want to stay hungry, eat an avocado. 

Once I had the avocado, I felt full but not super full. Just comfortably full. I didn't give it much thought and went for the green kiwi. I felt the usual tingly and burning on the tongue and at the top of my mouth, ok no big deal. It's just the properties with the kiwi. 

What didn't feel so right was about 5 minutes in, I felt this sharp stomach pain. Something I've never experienced in my life when eating kiwi or any foods. Ummm was this kiwi bad??! I took a look and didn't see any mold or any discolouring. This was a brand new batch of kiwi. The texture felt fine. Perhaps it was because I had it on a near empty stomach? That could be possible since kiwis are highly acidic. 

I felt like throwing up. But nothing would come out. The pain was just intense. My coworker thought I was going to pass out and asked if I should get help, but I insisted I would be ok, it was probably just a phase. I drank some more water. But no matter what, nothing would take away this pain. It was a mix of bloating and sharp intense pain. Sitting, standing, walking, it was all the same. The tingly sensation on my tongue also remained. In total, this pain and tingly sensation lasted about 1-2 hours, until finally it started to slowly dissipate. 

Damn. That was weird. Aside from the coworker, I didn't report it to anyone else. I just thought ok, maybe it's just a fluke.

Fast forward another 1-2 weeks.

I brought another green kiwi to work, along with my usual lunch meal. You must all think I'm crazy for doing this a second time. But I figured maybe it's because my stomach was nearly empty when I ate it the first time. I didn't think anything would happen a second time.

After I had my lunch meal, it's a habit of mine to go straight into fruits, whether that's grapes, cherries, mangoes you name it. I have never had any reactions. Maybe except feeling too full and you get that uncomfortable feeling of eating too much. Eventually that goes away. Aside from that, nothing like that experience above. This time, I brought my one green kiwi. 

Now that my stomach was full with a meal, it shouldn't be a problem eating one kiwi. So I dig in. And again, within 5 minutes, I start feeling that same stomach pain weeks prior. The same nausea. The same mouth tingly and burning. Couldn't concentrate for the next 2 hours until the pain finally subsided. 

Ok, now this is a pattern. STOP EATING GREEN KIWIS.

Soon after, I went on a Google rampage to find out if I think this is what it is. And man, I learned a lot. 

For those with existing pollen allergies, your body has recognized and pinpointed those certain pollen proteins to release specific IgE antibodies which attach to immune cells, and upon contact with the proteins, they would release massive amounts of histamines. Fruits also have their own proteins. HOWEVER, certain fruits contain proteins that are very similar to the structure of pollen proteins, and the body gets confused and thinks it's pollen. So it releases a bunch of histamines to attack. 

For many people, eating kiwis or pineapples, or oranges, you get this sensation in the mouth that is tingly and annoying, and sometimes painful. That's because each of these fruits contain certain active proteins that aggravate and break down the surface of our mouths. Our tongues are sensitive, so such proteins can irritate the skin of our tongues. This is why some people experience tingly or numbness in the mouth, but for some, it could progress to continued irritation, swelling of the lips/tongue/mouth, and potentially rashes and hives. This is OAS. 

Once you experience the above, you really shouldn't continue eating those certain foods. We are taught that if you start experiencing anything minor such as tingly in the mouth after eating certain foods, you should stop. The more exposure you have to those foods, the more it primes your body to react systemically, which could lead to anaphylaxis.

I've also learned that if you're allergic or have sensitivity to latex, they have something called Latex Fruit Syndrome. WHAT? It's pretty much like a cross reactivity. 

In the past when working various units, they used latex gloves, some of them were powdered. I don't see them as much anymore but when we did use latex gloves, my hands would break out into rashes, especially with the powdered ones. I was lucky to find boxes of Nitrile gloves, which are more expensive but they also felt better and I didn't break out in them. Since then, I avoided latex like the plague.

With latex fruit syndrome, the body can also confuse kiwi with rubber latex. I know, it's strange right? This syndrome is highly associated with systemic or abdominal reactions versus just only oral reactions (OAS). 

Lastly, green kiwi contains a very specific heat stable protein and an enzyme called actinidin. There is a specific blood work that breaks down all the proteins in kiwi, and if your antibodies react to them, it means a true food allergy. 

I've also read that gold kiwi is actually much better. They're more expensive, but they also don't contain as much actinidin as green kiwis. There's a study which showed half of those allergic to green kiwis don't have reactions to gold kiwi. I have also eaten gold kiwi, which I don't get the same mouth tingly or stomach pain as green kiwis. Given the uncertainty though, I stopped eating both for now.

So where do I stand regarding the above? I have no idea yet. I'll be seeing an allergist soon to determine the severity of this potential allergy. 

If an allergy has progressed from one place (the mouth) to another (gastrointestinal), that's not a good thing, even in the absence of hives/rashes. When allergies go from one place to another, the body is now 'primed' and with the next potential exposure, it could lead to more systemic responses. I gave it some thought whether or not I should try it a third time since I'm in the hospital but I decided against it since it would be stupid of me to use the ER and waste resources if something bad did happen. Given the degradation of our ER departments, I'll probably have a higher chance of dying there. I have basically primed my body to the proteins of green kiwi, so the next ingestion I do, the body will release histamines everywhere and I can't guarantee if that's going to affect my airway or not. And I rather not find out without an Epi-Pen beside me. 

It is also possible that it could take years for the body to build up antibodies against certain foods or fruits, which can go from very minor symptoms to mild and serious ones. The longer you wait in between eating certain foods, it gives the body time to 'reset' itself and 're-prime' for the next exposure.

It sucks because my favourite cake is that Chinese fruit cake from T&T. And of course they have kiwis on it. Unless I tell them to remove it, but for now, I just have to stay away from any kiwi until this allergy test is done and I get the final conclusion to this lovely mystery. 

For those who have pollen allergies, this is just something to keep in mind. It doesn't guarantee that you WILL react to any/every fruit out there. But if you wonder why you get tingly while eating certain fruits, it's a possibility that your body is mistaking fruit proteins for pollen proteins. This is considered OAS. There's a risk that the more exposure you have to those certain food/fruit proteins, it could escalate to something more systemic. And once the symptoms reach 2 or more systems, there's a possibility it could escalate to anaphylaxis with more exposures.

I'm no expert at this, as I'm still learning this journey, but please consult your physician or allergist for professional feedback if you are experiencing any potential food allergies. 

Nursing in Ontario...

Oh boy. 

So you've probably been reading the news lately that many hospitals in the GTA and surrounding regions (I will say it's a majority of Ontario hospitals) are letting go of certain Registered Nurses positions for different units. 

Royal Victoria Hospital. Sunnybrook Health Sciences Centre. Toronto General Hospital. Queensway Carleton Hospital. London Health Sciences Centre. St. Joseph's Health Care (Hamilton). Mount Sinai Hospital. Lakeridge Hospital. You know, just to name a few. 

Since January 2025, there have been over 1300 RN positions cut. 

Ontario already has the nation's worst nurse to patient ratio. BC has fought and implemented a standard nurse to patient ratio and are currently undergoing a strike across Surrey, Vancouver and now Vancouver Island all because negotiation contract has failed. If anything, we in Ontario should also be following what BC is doing. 

However, different provinces have different legislation. The Harris government had banned nurses from striking here in Ontario back in the 1990's, making nursing an essential service. It's up to the next provincial government to take a stand and remove that limit, so nurses can have the power to strike. This doesn't mean that all nurses head to the picket lines all at the same time otherwise no one would be running the hospitals. They'd have to do it on a rotational basis. 

When Ontario negotiations between the ONA and hospitals fail to reach an agreement with wages, it goes into arbitration and many times, ONA settles with whatever the hospital has put forth. Whether it's a 1% increase in wage over 3 years or max, 2.5% and it's been like that since the beginning of time. The last 'win' we had was about 3.5% over 2-3 years, which compared to the rate of inflation, we are VERY far behind. Take into consideration that the Ford government has 'given' money to all the hospitals to expand on building more services, which is great BUT who is running these new units and hospital sections?! Not to mention with all these constructions and upgrades, the hospitals are also now increasing parking fees for staff and visitors. I'll give you an example: for 10 years, our parking fees never increased which I am so thankful for. I was paying about $52 a month for parking. It's a HUGE bargain compared to other hospitals who charge $135+ a month. When we got the email that our parking fees would increase to $63 a month, and then a final of $120 a month by the year 2029, it pissed me off. The reason for this increase: because they're building a brand new building, an extension to the existing hospitals. I don't get it - government gave you money to build this, WHY are you now taking MORE money from us staff?! That 3.5% wage increase means nothing when our parking fees just went up 100%+.

UHN has let go of 20+ full time RNs and some part times as well in the nephrology unit, all because the unit was not getting enough dialysis patients to sustain the unit. This is all in ONE unit. Considering 1 in 10 Canadians have some form of kidney disease, it doesn't help that the pre-requisites to kidney disease is high blood pressure and diabetes. Together, that risk increases and without proper maintenance, it would lead to kidney failure, and boom, dialysis. But UHN decides to reduce their unit because they don't have enough patients. HUH? What do you mean?! I call your unit to ask about transfers and you tell me there's no space. But now you're telling me there aren't enough patients, that you have to reduce your capacity. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE!

The goal of all this RN lay offs and "restructuring"? They want to balance the books - hire more RPNs (and PSWs) with less RNs. Why not? RPNs can pretty much do everything a RN can do, except cheaper. The only thing RPNs can't do at this time is looking after critically ill patients, or patients who suddenly go acute. PSWs can do all the basics a RPN can do, except give medications or blood transfusions, but they do all the heavy work - the lifting, changing diapers, showering, feeding. If a unit can run half RNs, and half RPNs, the unit wouldn't have to spend that much money if they had 3/4 RNs with 1/4 RPNs on the floor. Especially when it comes to overtime - unit would rather pay OT for RPNs than RNs.

Ultimately, who pays the price? The patients. The patients pay the price through their health. Why is it that I always get everyone to advocate for their loved ones when they're in hospital? Because I guarantee you, you probably won't see the nurse very often. And if you don't want your loved ones to fall off the bed, or code without anyone witnessing, then I suggest accompanying your loved ones to hospital and be their personal nurse for the duration of their hospital stay, until they get discharged home. 

Meanwhile our drugged up Health Minister of Ontario, Sylvia Jones, says there have been over 100,000 nurses who have been registered in Ontario since 2018. That doesn't mean ANYTHING AT ALL if they're not practicing! Anyone can register to say I passed my exam and now I'm a nurse, but how many of them are going out of province or across to the USA for better pay? Those don't get accounted. I don't get why people aren't more angry at this. Because they probably don't care, or are just clueless. EVERYONE should be pissed off first of all that they elected someone with a radio broadcast diploma to be the HEALTH MINISTER. What does she know about being the health minister?? Obviously not very much considering the disaster of the hospitals currently. She should've become a weather reporter and lied about the weather instead. She would do so much better in that role - it's better suited for her lying personality. 

The other problem is with the Baby Boomers now aging and retiring (if not already retired), they need to fill at least 30,000 nursing vacancies in order to not be short staffed. But given the fact that they're cutting more RNs and replacing with RPNs (who have 2 years education compared to the 4 years to become a RN), what happens if you have patients who go acutely sour? Who they passing on the critical care patient to? 

Just a food for thought the next time you need to seek help in a hospital.

The next time you get lazy and don't vote, you are paying the price for your health care. 

T&T are married!!!

WHAAATT ZOMMMGGGGGG

TAYLOR SWIFT IS FINALLY MARRIED!!!!

Ok, this is to all of us Millennials who grew up with Taylor's music. To be honest, I liked a few of her songs from her 1989 album back in 2014 along with a few from her Fearless album but aside from that, I wasn't really following her music or the drama that had occurred during that time. I appreciated her music and I only knew that she had written her songs based on heartbreak and what not. I was still in my Backstreet Boys era (I mean I guess I still am), but when you start hearing sad love songs or breakup songs repeatedly, it got old and I think that's why I didn't follow religiously.

I was really into her Love Story song and that was probably the first song that introduced me to her. I attempted to learn it on piano, I learned the lyrics so that one day I can actually sing it at my own wedding. Love Story became such an icon because of the modern twist between Romeo and Juliet's love story. Instead of it ending tragically, she wanted it to be more positive - why can't they both get their happy ending with each other? And that's what she did. 

As the years went by, her life got flung into the spotlight, and of course the media and all the paps focused on her relationships. They made fun of how she couldn't last more than a few months before going to the next person. I can't imagine the feeling of having the world watch your every move, while you try to navigate your own heart and mind into relationships, only to get heart broken or compatibility issues. Us regular people go through these dramas and people who aren't even our friends want the tea. Imagine a superstar? Yeah, everyone wants the tea. 

Which is why I am SUPER happy for her that she found her true love. She has been glowing since she met Travis, and the fact that they're both generous to their fans, while donating to various charities along the way, and trying to have a peaceful wedding celebration without the world watching. She deserves all the happiness. Someone once said, 'we made the right person famous' - the fact that she donates to various Go Fund Me campaigns for fans all around the world, along with various charities, and she is so gracious to her fans..yeah, I definitely feel we did make the right person famous. 

I can relate to Taylor's life to some degree, in the sense that it took forever to find true love amidst all the heartbreaks and broken promises along the way. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. 

Congratulations to Taylor and Travis on a life journey filled with love, happiness, laughter, faith and joy!

Happy 16 Years Genny!!!

This post is dedicated to my first love: the Genesis Coupe.

Let's throwback all the way to 2010. June 2010 to be specific.

I had just graduated from nursing not too long ago but was having difficulty finding nursing jobs. At that time, there was something called the Nursing Grad Guarantee. This meant that within 6 months of graduating from a nursing program, you could apply to any job with the 'nursing grad guarantee' label, and the government would pay the entire salary for 6 months (the hospitals wouldn't have to touch their budget to pay for the position). After 6 months, if the unit has an extra position for you, you'd apply and then get the position, of which the hospital would then start paying for your salary.

This guarantee actually benefited the hospitals because they didn't have to touch their budget and pay a new grad. They could hire a whole bunch of new grads and for 6 months they wouldn't pay a cent. However, the challenge is after 6 months. If there are no open positions, the grads would be let go. But at least the new grads get to dip their feet into nursing for 6 months. 

The challenge with mine is after the licensing exam, it was more than 6 months since I graduated. Every position I applied to would not take me because 1) the positions I applied for was for 'experienced' nurses 2) they questioned why I didn't apply through the NGG program (likeee...it's been more than 6 months, I didn't qualify) and 3) they were looking for experienced nurses only. 

When the Harris government took over, he laid off a bunch of nurses (this was the time my brother was also graduating and trying to find a job - he got quite lucky with his position but not so much his other classmates). In 2009-10 it was like a repeat of 1996-97. I remember counting the amount of applications I submitted and it must've been about 75 (which is nothing in this day and age..my my how things have changed for the worst), majority of which were either rejected or told I wasn't experienced.

My question is, HOW would I get any experience if NO ONE offers me a chance? Not only was I applying online, but I was also visiting every unit to hand in my resume to the managers in person. I remember even questioning one manager when they told me they weren't accepting new grads, but looking for more experienced nurses, on a medical unit. You're looking for experienced nurses but how will I ever get any experience if you don't give me a chance?

They couldn't answer me.

After what felt like forever, I had 2 employers reach out to me and provided interviews, which both accepted me and was ready to offer me a deal. One was in Muskoka and the second was in Hamilton. Being in Toronto, this was a bit of a tough decision. They were both similar medicine units (which ironically had very high turnover rates in the world of nursing) and the pay was pretty similar. I love Muskoka and the surroundings but I knew it would be too far from my family and friends, so I opted for Hamilton.

Hamilton will always have a special place in my heart. Not only did they give me that chance, but they also mentioned in my interview that they wanted to give me a chance, and get my foot in the door. Not many employers will tell you that. They also mentioned a start date shortly after the interview concluded, but when I mentioned I was from Toronto and would be looking for a place to rent, they gave me an extra month to look around, with a start date in mid July. Now how many employers would be so nice to do that?! Yeah, almost non existent these days.

When this job offer came, and I found a place to rent, my next goal was to find a reliable vehicle to travel. And this is where my Genny journey began. 

Back in 2009, Hyundai introduced their first RWD vehicle the Genesis Coupe. It came in a 2.0T and a 3.8L V6 engine. It was hot off the press in Korea with slow introduction to North America. By 2010, the coupe had started making its way to the market.

I had my eyes originally on the Nissan Altima 3.5 SR sedan. It was the top of the line of all Altimas, and looking at my brother who also owned a base Altima, he drove his for over a decade until he had to upgrade it to accommodate a growing family. I wanted some sort of sports version of a vehicle. I dreamt about it all day and hoped to test drive one to find out.

When it came to actually buying the vehicle, there was a roadblock. There were basically no other SR available because majority of their customers opted for the base or mid trims, but the SR was not in very high demand. To get one in, I'd have to wait 3-6 months. Unfortunately I needed a car right away so this was out of the question.

Onto the next. I thought about the Hyundai Sonata sedan. However, when it came to driving it, the steering felt very loose, as if I would lose control at any moment. It also felt like a boat. After the test drive, I just knew this wasn't the one. 

Lastly, I was also following the Genesis Coupe release and reading up on the features, engine, you name it. I asked my Korean friends what they thought about it. I even called up the insurance company to get an estimate of how much it would cost. The insurance company had no idea what the car was, and asked if it was 2 door or 4 door. The only difference was the engine: 2.0T was obviously cheaper and they would consider it a small car, versus the 3.8L engine, which they considered a sports car and more expensive. This gave me the decision. 

I remember telling my parents I found my first car, the Genesis Coupe. They tried to deter me from even buying it considering this was the first generation, and the first time Hyundai designed a RWD car. What happens if it falls apart? The materials are cheap, what happens if the engine blows up? 2 door cars are weaker than 4 doors, what happens if the door falls apart? What happens if it rolled over and you can't get out? It just went on and on. 

When I brought them in to see in the show room, and had them try it out, that's when they stopped pestering. The price was also decent at that time (I mean it was about 25k but with taxes and all, it was more closer to 30k). I bargained with them that it would be cheaper than the Altima that I wanted. We shopped around at different dealerships, and most dealerships had the colours of red, silver, black. I really wanted the blue, and most dealerships were saying I'd have to order it in, which could take 6 months to arrive.

I didn't have 6 months. I need it THAT MONTH.

On July 6, 2010, we went to the last dealership and I felt like this was God's calling because, LOOK WHAT WAS SITTING IN THE LOT.

It was the brand new 2010 Hyundai Genesis Coupe 2.0T base in Mirabeau Blue. Automatic (because I didn't know how to drive manual and wasn't interested in learning at that time). It was just sitting there sparkling in the sun. The price was the lowest I could find compared to the other dealers. I knew this was the one. The most tech I was looking for at that time? Foldable mirrors and bluetooth, no sunroof, which is exactly what the base came with. I had to order these as options for the Altima, which is ridiculous. 

We negotiated for a bit then signed papers. They needed a few more days to prep the car but that's ok because I still had some time before I had to drive all the way out to Hammertown. I remember when I had to do a pre payment initially, that my card couldn't pay for it all because...lo and behold I had a student Visa card that I barely used. It was a $500 limit. I think I needed about a grand so I maxed out, and mom (bless her) helped with the other half. This was also the moment that I realized I should get a better credit card. 

On July 10, 2010, she officially came home.

The joy, the excitement, the awe of owning Hyundai's very first RWD car and people having no clue what it was that first year...it was fun. Memories that I'll never forget. I racked up about 10,000km in 5.5 months because I was driving a lot back and forth from Hamilton to Toronto to take courses and also being home sick. I washed Genny almost every moment that I could get. 

Obviously it wasn't 100% joyful all the time. There was a time I came out of the condo and noticed someone had splashed coffee on the trunk. Another time I came out of work and found a piece of half eaten toast that was thrown on my windshield. I didn't know why but MAYBE people were just jealous or tired of seeing non-American cars in a predominantly white city. Either way, I made sure to wash Genny. 

I remember with the biggest snowstorm in Hamilton, I got stuck on the condo driveway trying to get out and make my way to work. The driveway was heated, but right where it ended was where all the snow had built up. It took me about 5 minutes to finally get out of there and on the road. This was also on stock height so I can't imagine the situation now if I were to repeat it with a lowered car. I remember getting the first red light ticket when I was in a rush to get to work. I saw this BRIGHT flash in my rear view. It's been 16 years and I'm still waiting for the ticket in the mailbox. 

I remember all the bugs that used to die on my bumper when I made frequent visits to Toronto. The constant car washes on the driveway. The random comments I would get from kids such as 'Cool it's a Lambo!!' (yeah I wish kid), or the time people would take pictures with Genny. It was all the little things that brought joy into my chaotic life.

When I found another job here back in Toronto, it was bittersweet. I had waited for this moment for the past 8 months and finally, I had achieved the dream to come back to Toronto. But I also leave behind the city that gave me a chance. I went back to say a big thank you to the manager who gave me that chance, and to the colleagues who I had the pleasure of working with, and learned many skills from. I'll also cherish the patients that I got to meet and work with, to really help better their days by being there for them.

The first 4 years of Genny ownership was enjoyable, until I started modding her. Back then I thought it was so cool and I wanted my own Fast and Furious type of car. I tried to learn about different mods, what they mean etc. What people don't tell you is once you start modding, you don't stop. I had the roof wrapped a gloss black, and my ex at the time said it was a waste of money. Good thing I got rid of him shortly after that. No one needs that type of negativity in their life. 

The next 'big' mod was the suspension. Oh boy. After all these years, I learned to NEVER touch your stock suspension unless you're willing to deal with the headache and pain in the years to come. It started off as springs (which I mentioned in previous posts), and then after almost damaging the OG shocks, I went to coilovers. To this day, any issues that I have is mostly related to the suspension. Then again, it probably didn't help that I also slammed into a curb after slipping on black ice while making a turn. Honestly, that was my driving error. From that moment on, things were just never the same. 

And it's true, once you either alter the suspension OR you get into an accident that affects the suspension, it's never really the same anymore. My advice to those looking to modify their first car? Don't do it. Unless you're willing to invest and spend in fixing it up over the next decade.

The coolest mod? Honestly, I think it's the blow off valve. I bought mine second hand (actually, a lot of the parts were second hand as one of the members had written off his car and was selling his aftermarket parts and like why not?!). The way it made the PSSSHHHH sound, it was like Darth Vader marching down the street.

Nonetheless, it's been very hard trying to 'get rid' of Genny and to upgrade to a better daily. She is 16 years old this year (but if we look at her build date of Nov 2009, she's actually 17 going on 18). I think because there's so much sentimental value. The first car. The first road trip. The first job. The first heartbreak. The first mod. The death of M. The survival of COVID. The first job promotion. The first money pit. The first car meet. The first car group identity. The first tune.

I could go on and on but those are the main ones I could think of. 

The maintenance would be a lot cheaper if I hadn't modified her to begin with. I honestly think I had the best years for the first 4 years before she became modified. Once she was modified, I decided to just keep her and maintain her until the end of her run. Sometimes it's not so bad, other times it's expensive maintenance. And you know what they say...If you're paying more to maintain the car that is more than your car's worth, it's probably not worth it to keep. 

Yes, I could've bought another brand new car with the maintenance costs over the years. But if you were to ask me what car I wanted next, I couldn't tell you. I really don't know what to get after Genny.

I have already achieved my dream car which is the Cayman S. Completely paid off, and now it's just the maintenance (which is very little compared to Genny). I see people lease cars and change it out every 3 years. I get that people want to drive something different every 3 years. Some do it because they want to, some are bored, some just do it to show off and get people to like them. But why would I want to torture myself with continuous car payments? 

People may think the Hyundai is a piece of junk (I mean to some degree it is), but I love my hunk of junk. It is also what made me who I am. The sweat, the tears, the joy, the love. Getting rid of Genny would feel like I'll be getting rid of partially who I am. I couldn't do the whole lease a car for 3 years and then get another one. That's like being a hoe. You don't like this guy? Ok, change him up after 2 years to another dude. And repeat!

While Genny may not be perfect, she will always have a special place in my heart and in this lifetime. Until the day she stops working and I'll have to give her up, I will still cherish every moment and every drive. Take care of your cars, and they'll take care of you.